i tink i have d most sto0pidest bf ever...!!!!
*&&%#%#&^*@##@$%^&*...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he juz seEms to irRitate d hell out of me nowadAys....every single ting he do juz gets on my neRves...why, i mySelf dun noe...
for these 5 yEars i noe him, 90% of the time i will b d ONLY 1 to go his house! the other 10% he comeS to my hs...like...rayer?? *wtf*... reAson he giVe is " therE's nuting to d0 @ my hs cos apParently, my famiLy do their own stuffs..." dun he eVer get it inTo his BRAIN dat its the gesture dat c0unts?????!!!!!!
n 4 all the times dat we go out, 80% of it i spent waLking home ALONE from the bus sTop for 10mins! dat is not c0unting the bus ride...to his cRedit, sumtymes he acc0mpany me in the bus..
aaAarrRRggGHhhh....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
theSe NEVER fails to drive me MAD....
and today, i went to his house agAin...went home aLone AGAIN @ 11+... *haizZz* when tings hapPen den do he wants to reGret...by den isnT it t0o late??
DAMN!!! im tired cos of werk bt i still have the energy to go to his hs n minGle wif his famiLy....no maTter how mad i get i still tink of doing gud tings to bring gud name to myself...
sumtymes it gets t0o tiring tryiNg to block out d naGging my paRents sent my way cos of him not noeing how to treAt a lady well or him not noeing how to take afTer my pareNts' heart...
feEl like ruNning but dts not d way anim0re...im n0 longEr a kid...i cant tink dat by ruNning it wud s0lve everyting...
oh God.....i reli neEd d stRength to go thru all dis...bt 4 how l0ng can i last????